I cannot even write about it

posted last February 25, 2011

Feb25

Dear Diary,

I was trying on a dress that unfortunately doesn’t fit me, so got scolded and was told that I have been eating too much. It breaks my heart hearing this, for I haven’t been eating rice and dinner for the past 2 weeks. I have been depriving myself with fatty foods yet it still doesn’t show. Reality bites.

I love fashion and I do understand the fact that in this industry being a size 0 is a must, but in reality, in the world of a normal person, physical appearance would be the last thing someone would consider when looking for the right one.

Few nights ago, me and some of my guy friends where talking about the so-called standards when it comes to searching for a prospect partner.  And I was not surprised when they both answered “Inner Beauty”. Inner beauty where you don’t have to look anorexic just to be considered sexy, at your simplest form without make up, and with your PJ’s on that was bought at a mall sale.

And for someone to see that in you is a great help in redeeming self-esteem.

So whether or not I’ll have one piece of clothing that will fit me tomorrow I’m still glad I was given a chance to be part of a new designers launch.

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What will you do if you’re praying for something then it arrived seconds after you uttered your prayers? Amazing! I knew it !faith keeps me moving.

This kind of simple wishes coming true is one of my basic reason for waking up smiling every morning.

“When you do finally get what you want, the problem is there’s always someone that’s trying to take it away. And all that wanting makes us blind to the fact that things aren’t exactly what we think they are. Maybe it’s better sometimes to just get what you need. XOXO —Gossip Girl.”

LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE

Xoxo,

iamsuperpine