When the universe conspires

posted last March 28, 2012

Mar2

Dear Diary,

I was supposed to continue the sequel of my trying-hard-novel but words just don’t come out right.At some point in time I wanted to leave this site and re-activate my tumbler account.But then as I was discerning what really my main purpose for blogging is, I recalled how I came up with my title “Dear Diary”.Probably because I want to read what I write, I want to browse my past inputs and I find it very interesting and sometimes hilarious as to what on earth was I thinking way back?

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Love Life. My favorite topic ever since I had my first diary.And as much I want to share to you all what my heart feels right now I guess I’ll keep that as a mystery (virtually).It’s a self supporting heart as of this writing anyways so there’s nothing to share about.lol

Call me crazy but I’m really a hopeless romantic individual who believes in fairy tales and happy endings.Way back when I was still studying I was really fond of composing poems and endless daydreaming love stories.Romantic-comedy movies are always my thing.Watching fireworks. Candlelight dinner. Sunset by the beach.

I fell in and out of love twice and so my perception about this whole thing varied.

It’s something that you cannot tell your heart to feel or not to feel.It’s the spark, the magic and the butterflies in your stomach.It’s finding yourself smiling at the end of the day because you know you had fun, you where happy and you  had a good time with that person even if you just shared a small amount of time together.

At some point in time you would always need that someone to turn on to, someone who will never get tired listening to your stories, your confidant with your thousand thoughts and feelings.

But of course heart aches and heartbreaks are part of the package, and we cannot change that fact.Spells and potions won’t help as much as we want to; we just have to practice the art of acceptance.It’s reality that we cannot force to alter, because no matter how much we want something so badly,if it was not meant to last and worst not really bound to happen, it will never be. Never let yourself be blinded by the things that aren’t real. For you might end up losing all your emotional investments and worst loosing yourself. BUT! It’s not the end of the world; all of this life’s imperfection makes us stronger and wiser.  After all it’s going to be a one boring story if it doesn’t have any conflicts in it right?

Few nights ago, I remember dreaming about shooting stars, and what’s funny is I kept on wishing for the same thing, to finally be with that someone.

But you know what?  I think that the more we rush, the more things will slow down. It’s just a matter of changing your perspective to a positive one where you can find true happiness.

True love is out there waiting for you, just waiting for the perfect time for you.

The person you’ve been wishing, hoping and praying for will come into your life the least you expect it.

“And, when you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.”

-Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist

LIVE. LAUGH.LOVE

xoxo,

iamsuperpine